A Very Personal Message to Evan Iliadis
I don’t know what’s been going on inside your head lately, Evan. Perhaps you need to do some introspection. Perhaps you need to look deep down inside yourself…explore the very essence of who you are…and I don’t know if you’ll notice…just how empty you are, deep inside yourself…so alone, so lonely. And when you explore that place, you only find memories of your failures, frustrations and missed dreams. . . To the point where you ask yourself...this is it? This is what I've been living for? What an empty life! These things you do to people…your life in general…only amuse you, but they miserably fail to address that deep longing inside you…that deep, painful emptiness. That’s why you need to find someone to hurt. To go against.
Yeah Evan. Take your own life…and examine it. You might find yourself saying….This is it? This is all I have lived for? And you walk through life light...because you are walking empty. And likewise, realize just how empty and meaningless your actions have been… Now, I think you should go deep inside yourself and examine your own motives and realize that you are hurting yourself more than you are hurting others. It’s sad to see that you enjoy hurting yourself in such manner since you obviously got a thrill by hurting people, but in reality, cheating yourself…out of a life….filled with joy and happiness.